[ he finally pushes himself up into a sitting position, and gives his pillow a pathetic punch. ]

I just hate all of this! I'm usually great with murder cases [ (citation needed) ], but the whole system here is completely messed up, and it's really hard when you know both the people who died and the ones you're accusing of killing them! Because it took us so long to start pressing him, we never even found out why he did it. And it's—

[ he bites his lip for a second. ]

W-what I wanted, when I accepted the invitation to come here... was a really fast way to get more experience and improve my skills as a prosecutor. So... what if this all actually happened the way it did because of me? If it's my fault they decided to do the whole trial thing like this, or even— if my wish somehow really did have something to do with him killing someone?