[ it was nice distracting himself with his successes for a minute there, but his smile fades again, and he nods. ]

Yeah. There was just... a lot. Sheila, and Rin freaking out, and... finally knowing whose fault it was Bucky died.

...Maybe it's not fair to say that, since it was probably a shadow with him too, but... it sucks that he'd never admitted it even after the shadow was gone.