[ he sits down on the other side.

...it's not a real chess set, the board and pieces are all glued together. he doesn't know how to play it anyway. at least he doesn't have to admit that to kaeya now. ]

I guess. I don't... think I'd be able to deal with that guilt, though. I mean, once my hostage was safe, I'd...

[ though he trails off and frowns at that. ]

...I don't know.