I just— got this stupid stain on my glove, and then I remembered this other stupid stain I got on it before, and then I remembered the guy I talked to while I was washing it back then and how it felt like we were actually in the same boat together... and how it felt like that with most of them, even if they were all pretty crappy about that vampire assaulting me...
But now it's like everyone has been in these things so much longer and has these people they've known forever and I'm just some stupid kid who's completely out of the loop and doesn't have the same experiences as anyone! And some of the dares were mean and— and it feels like no one ever takes me seriously or likes me!
[ he sniffles loudly. ]
And now you're just calling me by name instead, when I really liked that nickname... 'cause then it felt like at least one person actually thought I was the best... and Harrowhark was glaring at me for like five minutes and I don't... Did I do something wrong??
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But now it's like everyone has been in these things so much longer and has these people they've known forever and I'm just some stupid kid who's completely out of the loop and doesn't have the same experiences as anyone! And some of the dares were mean and— and it feels like no one ever takes me seriously or likes me!
[ he sniffles loudly. ]
And now you're just calling me by name instead, when I really liked that nickname... 'cause then it felt like at least one person actually thought I was the best... and Harrowhark was glaring at me for like five minutes and I don't... Did I do something wrong??