The party was fun, mostly... but... it also just rubbed in how much I'm not part of the same... [ starts to make a vague gesture with the hand holding the glass again, but he catches himself fast enough this time!! ] ...whatever, you know? Like, pretty much all the rest of you already had good friends when you got here! And you guys played these games before and you have all these memories, and it just... feels like I'm some stupid kid who isn't supposed to be here...
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[ nnnggghhh....... sigh ]
The party was fun, mostly... but... it also just rubbed in how much I'm not part of the same... [ starts to make a vague gesture with the hand holding the glass again, but he catches himself fast enough this time!! ] ...whatever, you know? Like, pretty much all the rest of you already had good friends when you got here! And you guys played these games before and you have all these memories, and it just... feels like I'm some stupid kid who isn't supposed to be here...