...I'm sorry. It's hard to go through something like that. But, just keep in mind that it doesn't mean the people here are going to do the same thing, okay?
...It's not always such a bad thing to believe people aren't going to be cruel, you know. Though I know that's hard, when your experiences say differently.
...Yeah. I know... there've been some people both here and in the last thing who've been really nice and listened to me and everything. It's just...
[ it seems like he's trying to decide how to put this for a while — how when a bunch of people pile on him all at once he thinks the worst and panics and gets really defensive.
eventually he just shrugs instead of saying anything. ]
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[sebastian your self esteem!!!]
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W-well... whatever.
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[he sounds legitimately concerned]
Doesn't thinking like that make you unhappy?
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[ it seems like he's trying to decide how to put this for a while — how when a bunch of people pile on him all at once he thinks the worst and panics and gets really defensive.
eventually he just shrugs instead of saying anything. ]
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What is it?
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...Um, okay. Thanks.