Y-yeah, uh. Well. First off, I was sleeping in the chapel last night, with Rin and Claude, and I guess... that's where they found Kaeya... and I had one of those weird dreams again.
And then a little bit ago I went by the cemetery with Dimitri and Emet-Selch, and we all kind of... lost some of the feeling in our hands and feet? [ looks at his hands ] E-everything's still a little numb, actually.
[i'm so proud of how you've managed to repress your emotions, sebastian. harrow will reach up and pat him on the head, like a puppy. he's eight inches taller so she really has to reach.]
[ so successful that he even repressed the feelings in his limbs... also christ i knew he was taller but i didn't realize it was that much, help.
he gives a little sheepish smile at the headpat. affection week is kind of nice. ]
Thanks. The dream was... I was having a bunch of fun with someone at some parties, aaand then we thought it was a good idea to have a fight for some reason, but I couldn't get my weapon out and I think I got pushed off something?
Yeah... that's how it was that other time too, where we all had the... haircut dream.
[ hm. ]
Though there's two cases this time, so... maybe that just means the places that saw the same dream are involved in the same case? Maybe someone else had a different dream that related to the other one? ...Did that happen last week?
Mm... I felt like we looked kind of similar on paper, but he'd done all this cool, brave stuff in his world. And he had someone who loved him, and he already had some friends from the last thing here, and everyone here liked and respected him a lot more... which, I mean, he deserved.
It just kind of made me feel pathetic in comparison.
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week 4; friday
Sebastian. Have you found anything?
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[ harrow... ]
Y-yeah, uh. Well. First off, I was sleeping in the chapel last night, with Rin and Claude, and I guess... that's where they found Kaeya... and I had one of those weird dreams again.
And then a little bit ago I went by the cemetery with Dimitri and Emet-Selch, and we all kind of... lost some of the feeling in our hands and feet? [ looks at his hands ] E-everything's still a little numb, actually.
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Good work. What was the dream?
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he gives a little sheepish smile at the headpat. affection week is kind of nice. ]
Thanks. The dream was... I was having a bunch of fun with someone at some parties, aaand then we thought it was a good idea to have a fight for some reason, but I couldn't get my weapon out and I think I got pushed off something?
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Dimitri had the same dream, so it must be the same everywhere. How odd.
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[ hm. ]
Though there's two cases this time, so... maybe that just means the places that saw the same dream are involved in the same case? Maybe someone else had a different dream that related to the other one? ...Did that happen last week?
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[but I, Siz, cannot remember for sure.]
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Hm... I guess maybe it also depends on whether anyone actually spent the night where one of the others happened...? I don't know.
...How are you doing, anyway?
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[...]
I did rather like Rupert.
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Y-yeah... I wasn't super close to him, but he was pretty cool.
...I know it's crappy of me, but I was a little jealous sometimes.
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It just kind of made me feel pathetic in comparison.
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I understand. [...] I'm not sure I saw him as 'cool' or 'brave,' just kind.
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[ man... he thought she was going to think he was a selfish jerk for that. ]
He managed to save two whole kingdoms from some curse with just one other person. [ and porridge. ] That's pretty awesome, I think.
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[look she's not that judgmental about petty feelings.]
You have friends and people who care for you as well.