[ well, he'd already done such a bad job of keeping it bottled up like usual today that he might as well give someone an explanation so he doesn't just look insane... besides, he doesn't usually have anyone actually offer to listen to anything he has to say.
...well, not back home, anyway. the touch on his arm reminds him a little of jeanne. it's nice. ]
Yeah... I-it's okay, though. I mean, it's usually fine.
[ what the fuck that's so sad?! WHY AREN'T THEY NICE TO SEBASTIAN?! ]
Maybe it's something you've gotten used to, but that doesn't make it okay. It still hurt, didn't it? No matter how smart or how good of a prosecutor you are, that kind of thing doesn't just go away.
...Do you get a lot of time to yourself? Or are you always busy working on cases and stuff?
[ he gets the feeling seb is the type of guy who needs to prove himself to everyone and does that by not letting himself feel his feelings when he needs to and that's? really worrying? ]
I mean, I'm usually pretty busy... but, you know, it's best to be productive instead of wasting time being upset about things. That's what Pops always says.
...I don't think it's a waste to let yourself think about those things sometimes. It's... more a matter of whether you think about it too much, or let it hold you back, you know?
Sometimes it's good to give yourself some time for something like that.
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...well, not back home, anyway. the touch on his arm reminds him a little of jeanne. it's nice. ]
Yeah... I-it's okay, though. I mean, it's usually fine.
There's just... a lot going on.
[ obviously. ]
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Maybe it's something you've gotten used to, but that doesn't make it okay. It still hurt, didn't it? No matter how smart or how good of a prosecutor you are, that kind of thing doesn't just go away.
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Well... yeah...
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[ he gets the feeling seb is the type of guy who needs to prove himself to everyone and does that by not letting himself feel his feelings when he needs to and that's? really worrying? ]
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Sometimes it's good to give yourself some time for something like that.