crau2 pcs: estelle

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Whoa... why is so much of it blacked out?

...That's nice though, if you're going to get more flowers!

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[She nods!! She's pretty happy about more flowers coming, too.]

I thought that was really strange, too. I got a letter from Sieghart yesterday, too, that was also about the flowers. He said he sent me the other bouquet... and I think he was trying to explain something about its meaning, but that letter was largely blacked out, too.

You said you were told to pay attention when people received flowers, right? I wonder if there's still some meaning to be found in them...

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Yeah... when I asked about that, he wrote back that we should look up flower language because each one has a different meaning, which, I mean, we kind of did, but I feel like I'm still missing something...

[ squinting at that letter ]

The first word down there is probably "I've", right? ...But I don't know about any of the others after it...

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Or maybe it's "I'll," like maybe "I'll send you..." something? Or "I'll tell you..." something?

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Oh! Yeah, maybe. ...That probably makes more sense.

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I have no idea what would follow that, though...

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Y-yeah... me neither... it just seems so weird that they blacked out the whole thing instead of just the important words??

Do you have any idea who this person that fixed the flowers is...?

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No... If it's someone we're not supposed to know is there, maybe it's one of the staff... or one of the "extra people"? Like that cannibal we heard about, but it's someone nice instead...

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[ nods...

hm. ]

...Did you talk to Harrow about the stuff with the staff?

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Yes. Do you know too, then...?

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I know her theory, anyway... I-it makes sense, I guess...

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It's a lot to take in... and I feel like there's a lot I still don't understand about it all.

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Yeah, me too. And I still kind of have a hard time believing the person I thought one of them was... might not really be that person...

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Did you recognize one of them? Or... who they're "supposed" to be?

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Yeah. They're... I thought they were someone I knew from home.

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Oh... [It's sympathetic, at first, and then...]

Oh! [A tone of realization. She can probably put it together at this point.]

... I'm sorry.

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Uh... yeah. It's... I wasn't sure how I felt about it anyway, but. Now I really don't know, so...

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It's a complicated situation... I suppose it's only natural to have complicated feelings about it.

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I-I guess...

Anyway, I'm not... sure what that means for who might be on the other side, if... that theory's right...

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He could still be here... just, in a place we can't reach right now...

... and the others, too...

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Yeah... Well. I definitely don't think he's the flower person, at least, but maybe one of the others is.

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I don't know, he sounds like a helpful person, maybe he would...

... I just hope it's not... you know...

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Mm.

I really want to know who I've been talking to if it hasn't been him, though...

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At the very least, I think that whoever it is, they're not a bad person.

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Yeah... probably...

[ he'd only just been starting to accept that maybe the person he'd thought it was didn't really suck that much after all, so this whole thing has really been throwing him for a loop. ]

If all this is true, then I wonder what was up with those contracts... do you think they were just fakes to keep making us think we were talking to them? Or maybe they were just old contracts from when they really were here?

...But Harrow said the stuff on that contract didn't match what happened on the Station... and from what Lup said, it didn't sound like he ever mentioned Kay Faraday to her...

[ or him, and he's still offended ]